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Friday, January 29, 2010 ♥
Sun plaza :D
Going sun plaza soon... After that , i'm goin' to east coast park...
Cause my meimei birthday, i bought new contact len for her

i'm sad right now
What can i do? All the choices i had made.. it's useless
Why does my mood swings?
I want to be a happy guy... But i can't
Totally can't . I can't be happy

Vyber , don't sad le
I know i'm quite busybody
I wont be busybody after next week ..
I'm going to do a operation soon



我不能爱你
23天。。不是假的
我每天。。都在想你
可是我不能爱你了
开刀。。如果,我现在想跟你一辈子
你会要吗?

爱情不是真心就可以。。
爱情也需要一点卑鄙的手段
每次。。都是这样
都是为了我的病
我想爱你
永远的爱你
我不知道。。你会要我爱你吗?

过着每天都有可能会死的命运。。
我还是会爱你
每次都是在我要生日的那一天!
爱上你不是你的错
是我的错。。
对不起。。。我让你哭泣

我要的礼物只有你!



Thursday, January 28, 2010 ♥
Cuts

See the pic? my hand... blood drip out... song hor? how sad can i be? kill myself... cut my hand, use fire burn my hand... im a guy tht no ones wants... even i love her... she alrdy have a bf duhh ._. WTF! FK THE WORLD ! i tot she could come into my world... but in the end... she went into the other person world... left me alone in my own world ! Sucks!



Friday, January 22, 2010 ♥
TeeHee! xD
Zi Hui < 3
:x Come dee siao dehh! x3
XiiaoBear korkor and XiiaoMiin Jiejie must last LONG LONG!
And hor! Chou korkor! Dehh post i saw..
You dare spank Jiejie i go your house bash youu up thn youu know ahh!!
Bash + SPANK! :D
Use the clothes hanger..
When hit by hanger hor, will pain.. pain liao thn itchy
;D So becareful! Muahahaha

Jiejie and korkor!!!
mei mei here love you two! < 3
Must last long long!!
I support youu two alrights?
Cannot break ahh!
God bless youu! (:

Muacks to youu two!
Loves! - ZiHui, AnngieHui

byes! < 3



Thursday, January 21, 2010 ♥
SCHOOL!?
Ooo Ytd.. went to school ._. ITE west.. Oh my gawd ._. is like i dint study for one yr le , now... want me to study ._. wth! Ytd went into a class that i know nobody de ._. only see some ppl keep stare at me ._.ooo den got one chio bu sit beside wo sia ._.is like her skirt very short... can see inside de.. ._. im pervert zzzz !

Sian sia 10am go for a break, 12.30 break again... 3 plus got class , until 5 ._.
WALAO school really suck ._.

o8o11o :D <3 this date belong to us
Never forget it ok? Cos.. i think.. i love you more den you love me
<3 Xiiaobear(xiiaoxiong) Love Xiiaomin :D
xiiaobear created by Zihui :d
If forget this date , i will spank you ! LOL!
Using cane ! my house got cane... used by my mum de ._.
Cos last time she use tht one shoot me de ._.
And ya My birthday coming o :D <3

If you were the stars... i will be the moon to accompany you
If you were the Clouds .. , i will be the sun to bright you up in the sky
If you were my baby.. , i will love you as much as i can more den you love me
(: IMY, IWY(i want you) , INY(i need you) , ILY<3
Cant wait to see you :D Nobody need you more den i do..
Even though.. i still think of HER
but... I NEED YOU ! dont leave me alone...
Cos you know that i want you <3

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IM NOT KELVIN YE JUN XIONG!!!!!!!! xD
I'm someone maybe you know maybe you don't! :D
Edited Kel's dehh blog thn i came to post for no reason! ^^v
Ehh kel.. Hope youu dun mind hors!
Hehex.. :x
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE! come here nothing to post..
Dunno wad to post..
I think got one thing! For RACHEAL DEHH!
I help Kelvin say to you!!

IMY, IWY, INY... ILY!!!♥

From KELVIN YE JUN XIONG to RACHEAL YONG SUE MIN♥



Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ♥
Celebrate my birthday earlier (:
Tuesdays went sizzler(western food) :D Ate steak with grilled prawn ... Dam nice ... middle rare de wor :Dstill got blood drip out ._. den order like *ALOT* of food cos is free flow ._.not for the fries and drinks ._. ICE CREAM !! ice cream FREE FLOW DE ! but sad-ed cos ._. only eat a little bit nia ._. i just keep top up the topping LOL! . later i grow more fat sia ._. muscle turns to fats! omg ._. later my girl dont want me T-T den i go commit suicide sia :x (lao po... next time you come sg i bring you go eat:x) But seriously ... very expensive ._. about ...$200++ ._. this yr no cake fer me ._. just because my mother pay money de ._. ( dont care .. feb 7 i go buy cake :x ) i might be celebrating alone ... STUDYING soon :D maybe going ITE ._. no poly but ite ._. if i can go poly , i cut down my head let you play basket ball sia ._. my maths sucks...and ya, i bad in ALGEBRA ! ._. ok la Bye bye :D

-Kel
Kel love SM :D <3



Sunday, January 17, 2010 ♥
went back to christ church ._.
This morning Jonathan,Bon,Sean,leon and me went back christ church ._. 1st thing we reach thr... we find DM ._. cos shes our form teacher ._. Den we saw her... den she keep say *You people dont want study some more become more rotten* den i say*teacher you already say we are rotten, lets just be a rotten apple* den she use pen poke my head ._. After finish talking to her... we went down to track... saw our PE teacher den we run on the track :x 8 rounds T-T tired la ._. After that we have a basketball match. we all Versus that class ... Tie sia ._. 9-9 !

Fun... den we run around in the school... Got one new teacher i think... he saw my hair den say*Why your hair like that?* i say * Teacher i finish sec 4 le ... i just came back to see my teacher* den he say *i dont believe what you say...* den i say* so you want put me inside detention?* den he say * yes... follow me to see dm ._.* DAMN DRAMATIC LA ! lols cant believe my hair can make a teacher bring me to dm ._. ... So long no detention... Having so much fun in detention class...


maybe i studying ITE soon :D



This song ._.
Whenever i listen to 'When you're gone' ... i think of her , why? From the day she have a bf... i tried to forget whats our happy memories. Though i think of her... i think that if shes okay .. Is she sick? Is she having a good day for today... i am just being busybody... thats all -.-" i dont know , i cant love her back cos... i am starting to love my girl... But i always think that girl is a foolish mammal in this world.. She is the BIG MISTAKE i have made.. i gave her too much freedom ba ._. i swear.. i'll never make this mistake again... NEVER . She is quite happy with her bf.. so , i am relieved.. i always lend ppl my shoulder.. now , i think i need someones shoulder. A shoulder that i can lean on everyday... a shoulder tht i can always cry.. i dont wanna be a big man.. i just wanna be a small boy..

Small boy do not have stress... nobody knows whats my stress..
Everytime i let go a love story... my heart tear into half den in quarter den in eight den into sixteen
den into thirty-two ._. My heart form back when racheal came into my world.. i dont want her to leave me anymore .. im lonely in my world ... i sit on the steps myself.. i talk to myself like some mental problem ppl ... Single is lonely... single sux.. ihy single .. i wanna grow up but i wanna be a small boy..
I wanna hug her till she come singapore and stay with me... Though im going to army soon... i will msg her every single day... People that know me ... knows that im tiong xim... only one heart to one person... but this time... i dont know one heart to how many person le ._.
i always say i dont have ambission... now my ambission is to afford my racheal to school... yang ta.. i am responsible person , Although some ppl thinks that i play play le den throw.. NO i am not that kind of person ._.

Support her living... and ya i might intend to marry her when shes 22 ._. i already call her mother , mother - in - law le ... :x Though we haven meet before.. i will try to meet her when i go malaysia... AND i will KISS LPC IF I AM THR! lols

Waiting for the time to come ... <3



够爱 lyrics... Gonna sing by me soon :x
我穿梭金星木星水星火星追寻追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星追寻追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答答滴身影
指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油...
没想透...你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说我的温柔
只想让你都拥有....
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙...爱你的我
你听见了吗?我为你唱的这首歌是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义..
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说我的温柔
只想让你都拥有...
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
爱你的我
不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我说出口...
爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我
爱你的我
爱你的我
(我穿梭金星木星)水星火星追寻追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星追寻追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星追寻追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答答滴身影

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Abit happy, but very sad
Looking out of the window in the taxi... Watching those trees slide across.. Suddenly.. Tears roll down... Abit happy? Cos i am letting her go... Very sad? Cos i am letting her go... Tears.. roll down from my cheek... Stopped on my hand.. Ever see kelvin so sad before? Nope ... i always think... Girls tht gave up on me ... VERY FOOLISH , i might be the best guy ever.. But now... i realise im so wrong ._. Who wants a rotten guy? im hopeless ._. They dont want me ... Is better for them ... Hahas ... My tears , never dropped for so long ._. Dont even say girls look down on me is bad... Now... Gays looks down on me too... im HOPELESS! ... Now.. i am not suppose to choose on the girls i loved... Only girls can choose me ... MY education wasnt good... Infront of the teachers.. im a rotten apple... Finished sec4 ... So wad? Macdonald also need to be in ITE den can apply me ... i dint even go ITE BEFORE ! how sad? maybe i can only be promoter? Hahas the best job for someone like me ...





Today... Went for a interview on promoter ._. The interviewer VERY VERY Strict... They ask me what language i know... i say... Cantonese , Hokkien , Chinese and english ... They call me speak proper english to introduce myself and i said... MY name is Kelvin Ye jun xiong , im 18 this yr.. I can speak 5 languages like English , Abit of malay , Chinese , Hokkien and Cantonese ... After the interview the interviewer asked me to go home and wait for the letter .... ._. after that i went douby ghaut ... Meet my friends ... Sadly... The say they not coming so i went home in some emo minded ._.


<3 Racheal



Saturday, January 16, 2010 ♥
Tomorrow
Have you ever being in a room alone? Eating dinner alone on the dining table? Yes i tried it alot of time le.... Can still rmb how my ex gf eat with me on the dining table... Drinking the same cup of water , Making each other laugh out loud... How many yrs have passed... i can still remember so clearly. Now.. im eating alone... Sleeping alone... Talking alone... Last time... We both always talk in the middle of the night... Talk about what happen today... Plan about tomorrow... Think about our future... She said ' Bii guess what , i intend to be with you forever le' i said ' hahas Promise?*gou gou shou zhi*' in the end? She gone in silent ... i wait... 4 months for her... guess what.. She have the other bf... .. She can only love a guy... So she choose to leave me... i see her walking away from my hugs... Pull out her hands whr i have grabbed... Thinking about the past... i felt like a fool last time ...Now... She came back and said... Jun xiong... i regretted giving up on you... Tht guy is a jerk... i asked her' ni zhi dao... ni zhou de shi hou...you zai xiang wo ma?' Dont said you are regretted to leave me._. i am tired of hearing all this silly thing.... Dong xi shi ni bu yao de... bu yao zai jian hui lai... I told many girls... i asked them... Can you dont leave me... What they say is... Yes.. i will love you forever.. Can i trust girls again? im a human... not a thing ... bu shi ni shuo bu yao jiu ke yi dui diao de ... Clauds i hope you are reading this ._. dont tell me tht you are still loving me... im sick of that le... Lets just be friends... i have gf le... and i love her... Stop asking me to forgive you... i have forgive you from the day you leave me... Currently loving only her... Though im still thinking my exs... But im loving her whenever i can ._.
Never see me so sad before? Cheer me up den....

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Today
Today me and a banch of babes and so called *shuai ge* (no offence) to IKEA ._. we go ikea not to buy furni ._. we just went thr eat the Meat ball spaghettii ! we took bus thr ... den is like we all total up got 10 to 14 ppl ._. Damn noisy ._. those auntie istting infront de keep looking at us T-T like as if we were so Handsome and pretty(But we are not TOTALLY NOT , NO OFFENCE ON THT) hmm den we were like Monkeys ._. keep on shouting for names ._. Keep * OI KELVIN FK YOU LA * totally disgrace my face . I totally bo chap them ... den i continue to my smsing :D We reach the at the bus stop , girls keep taking pics boys keep dancing abracadabra ! (i forget video down ._.) Den we went to ikea buy hotdogs :D den go up to the elevator go in the restaurant *alot ppl* ._. i order Meat balls spaghetti and some girls order normal spaghetti or Salad nia ._. They dieting ._. the skinny like skeleton le still diet wabiang ._. hmm i order quite alot food... Got ice cream soda :D below soda on top is ice cream . Very nice ... cold cold de :D ... After eating... we all went Shopping inside the ikea .. saw alot soft toy :D SOFT SOFT DE CAN SLEEP ON IT :D



Friday, January 15, 2010 ♥
Let my story begins
From young to old... from small to big... Nobody knows what i am suffering from... remember i told you i got heart problem? is hundred percent real._. i got heart vessel block... xin zhang zhu sai .. If one day im dead... what will happen to my mum? she got illness too.. what am i suppose to do right now? i need to work... work as hard as i can... i cannot let my mother suffer anymore cos she have been suffered since i was born... My story can never finish till the end... or maybe my the end will be coming soon...i can tell you is tht..nobody know my future ... From the 1st gf i had... i wasnt so tortured.. when the 4th is gone... suddenly... i feel so dam tortured ._.am i suppose to be loved by girls? i can tell you is tht... i admit im flower heart... You can see , girls are flower heart too... Im just 10% flower heart...Whos the one made me become flower heart? she just never know... Now.. i fell in love in another girl... i dont wanna hurt her... i must tell her the truth tht i have heart problem ... Racheal... if you see this.. i wish you would know...



Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ♥
MY world



The knife slide over my leg ._. no blood yet but the next day i saw blood coming out from my leg ._. Pain like fk ._. COKE SO NICE LA ! i drink at kopi tiam... nothing to do ._.



Saturday, January 9, 2010 ♥
没有明天
我的明天。。。会是怎样的? 每天过着不平凡的生活。。天在玩我吗?为什么我的世界是这样的?为什么我选责放弃你,不是因为我怕。是因为我没有未来。。。我的未来很渺茫。。。对不起。。我是个没有未来的人。。放弃我。。。因为我不要你痛苦。。。



Friday, January 8, 2010 ♥
Sian la



Lols :X Waiting my fone memory and took This Smiling doll doll de face :X ooo LOL i dam bo liao ... nowsadays i got no work do ._. den stay at home hais ._.
Yesterday my baby's fren ask me go out zzzz . Keep scold me fark you fark you wabiang ._. chao ah lian ... Know alot chap chap de @_@ cannot offense ! If not kana tio dai ji ._. Who wanna go sentosa? i want go play the surf board thr ~~ i sponser $4 :D lols. That day i go sentosa ... Den i fall down from bicycle (Disgrace) ._. So suay , Den my friend ROFL . zzzz After that they go my house... Play mahjong , ooo i lose $8 T_T ... Den after that i cook dinner for them ._. part time maid kanina ._. About midnight we all go pub see girls @_@ LOL ... Now they got gf go pei gf den throw me away T_T ... Pangseh sia Zhong she qing you knn ._. Totally no life ._.
Ytd went bugis juntion buy cookie monster for my cousin .. Cos i promised her to buy for her de ._. She very buay paiseh de ._. Say i got alot money so must buy for her DIAOS! i whr got alot money? if got i buy for my baby le still buy for her? i borrow money from ppl den buy for her de zzzzzzz! .... Den i saw one VERY big de cookie monster zzzz , And ya ! i go the Book store buy Hitman reborn story book o :D Dam nice la ._. Tsuna like Kyoko-chan ._. Kyoko chan super chio de just tht hana chan like tsuna but tsuna dont like hana chan ._. SO SAD! ._. hana is a bit childish de ... Kyoko is matured de ._. Tsuna is midget ._. midget means ai dong gua almost the same height like kyoko chan and hana chan ._. ... Den in the book store saw alot porn magazine ._. my fren call me buy den i say *Wei she me wo mai bu shi ni mai? Kanina ni yi wei wo hen you qian ar?* den he diam diam ._. Actually he want de ._. fking horny guy ._. beware of him ._. COS DANGER ! He molest girl de ._. he even wan my cousin sia...._. my cousin not chio but my cousin chubby chubby fat fat de zzzz Den i say *ni de taste yue lai yue cha* Den he say *wabiang hao guo mei you ma , fk wan jiu diu bu shi gen hao?* Den i scold him* chee bye ni yi wei wo biao mei ke yi gei ni wan de ar?* *zao bu dao nu hai zi yao jiu yao wo biao mei? zzzzz *
-.-" ! Totally pervert sia ._. Always watch porn in my comp ... now my comp so lag and got virus zzzzzz ! Plus teach bad me ._. ! ! Gonna go window shopping at Suntec city tml :D i want go see bag T_T Converse bag my mummy want bring me go buy o :D Den i want buy gucci perfume also ._. den buy levis jeans :X and Bum equipment de underwear also :X Hahahahas! Dont know suntec city got mini toons anot @_@ if not i want go plaza singapura buy le @_@ ._. AMK hub got mini toons right?? hmm i also feel lik got bishan pierce my tongue ._. And ya ! i want buy jacket at the piercing shop :D Far east got adult shop @_@ ytd i go thr saw den my fren call me go in ._. zzzzz Later ppl tot i pervert zzzzz. Tmr feel like go alot place @_@ Go east coast also :X hahahas Yishun also can o ! LOL hmm feel like go eat sakura Buffet tml :D But i will grow fatter de T_T i now 63kg nia ._. Haven been going gym since dec ._. i think my 4 pack become 1 nia ._. ONE WHOLE PACK Family package :X . i like shopping ._. cos i like buy hat jacket and tee :D Wallet's too i also feel like buying sun glasses ._. That time go johor bahru buy Fake de converse bag use about 2 weeek spoil liao ! Pirated de SO LOUSY LA ._. Adidas perfume nicer or gucci nicer? Gu long shui :X LOL! i want learn how drive scooter ( Xiao mian yang) Cool sia my fren got driving license le T_T Dulan ._. i go NS le must go driving de den good ... den i can drive scooter around singapore and malaysia ._. If im rich i want go tour the world ! Alone .... Bicycle also can o ._.But sadly i dont wantt bicycle cos very tired de zzzz.. i wat go Malaysia Penang i never go thr b4, malacca also ! KL ok la i go thr twins tower buy alot jeans and hat ._. Den those malaysia girl keep looking at me :X cos i carry alot thing ._. Den i go eat dim sum in somewhr which i dont know @_@ my lao bu bring me go de ._. quite nice lei ! i keep ask for prawn dumpling hahahas And ya my mum go shopping on her own den i go myself we use malaysia fone to contact each other but the malaysia fone kana banned cos we dint go thr for like 2 yrs liao zzzzz ._. i at malaysia only know how eat eat eat @_@ like pig like tht ._. my i order room servce de food ._. spaghetti meat balls ! beef de T-T cos is halal de ._. den my mum eat seafood spaghetti . we go eat the western restaurant ... oooo i eat Beef steak middle raw de :D got blood come out de den taste so dam good :D Better den my house down stair de restaurant ._. Damn BYE!
Sayonara !~ JX <3>



Baby you know i want you more den you want (:
9 days le ! My love to you is still the same :D Though we always argue about small matter but you know i will apologise de ...

You know i will never give you up unless i got alot problems like enemy things... My world wont spin unless you are with me .. Can only fill you in my heart <3 *Pound pound pound* :X
From the day i said i love you to you... i know my heart only have you... ily alot more den the others cos... you are the one cheering me up ... Never give you up ! <3



Thursday, January 7, 2010 ♥
Why do i feel so sad?
Why do i feel so sad when i asked her to be my mei rather den my gf? Why do i always listen to *When you're Gone* When im sad? I dont really want her to be my mei at alll... Even if shes my mei... i still got the feeling towards her.. Why do i always get sad in BG relationship? Why? i hate myself , im not perfect neither den other ppl.. Where do my balls go? i dont know... feel like dying... Cutting my hand...



Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ♥
Eh i cooked it ._.
Nice view on my noodle? LOL Taste good harh LOL :X i dont know it taste good anot cos not i eat de ._. LOL The appearance very ugly i know ._. Eh i can cook de i always get A in home econ


LOL Funny de :D



Today @_@
What a fking day tht i have for today @_@ i saw my coach for basketball de.. Den i was introduced to the junior ._. WABIANG den i have match with them._. the ball hit until my head T-T baluku . Those junior did it quite well ._. though they look shorter den me but ...hmm ok la they do quite well.. Even can snatch ball from me :D. and ya got one of my junior sec 4 de treat me drink kamphai :X OMG! den my coach scold me cos he say.... *Drink too much alchohol make you go stupid* den i diam diam :X after tht i say coach never mind la wont die also ... Die also let you come my pengsang den he choi me ._. LOL Me and my coach very good relationship de hahas. We last time always bully our coach .Damn tired ... dint get enuf sleep



Monday, January 4, 2010 ♥
Hoho..
Not Kelvin here.. uh huh?
Can't you see tht my writing method damn diff?
wakaka.. guess who me bahrs?~~ And hor.. TAG HIS BLOG~~
:x ltr he see this post sure kill wo dehh.. ==
Siao pehh sial mii.. LOL..
Suan liao.. dun wan play ler.. BUAISS~~~~ :D



Saturday, January 2, 2010 ♥
-Loved-
Hmm Today nothing to do ._. tml is fking school reopen ! all my friends go school liao den me lei? at home do bo lan wtf ._. Anw no need your huan lo if i got friends anot ._. ! (Bii help me make my blog song na , my fking mei dint help me de[SHES DEAD]) Oh ya ytd was totally freak out cos ._. i fed up with my bii hais ._. now no more le :D love her more liao le ._. she chao ah lian lai de (OMG) What dont want go NA want go NT ppl dont want go NT but she want (Cant understand why) She chao ah lian and im anti-chao ah lian de :X . Oh ya VYBER ALSO CHAO AH LIAN SHE SMOKE ~! Wth._. (Still call me quit smoke!? im gonna smoke again ) :D ok my bii just send me msg :X 3.39pm o1o31o afternoon (: Sorry la my fone no money le only can msg over sea country (Dont you dare buy for me top up card [to : Bii]) D:< if not i will angry de ._. i dont ask girls buy me things in rl._. but they buy for me elmos ._. i got 15 of them at home and 3 cookie monster 1 lilo and stich , 4 powerpuff girl WTH ._. is like my room like girly girly de(Erxin :X Like gay room) Stop buying for me all those thing in valentines day lei D:< Too many admirer liao paiseh ar :X hahaas ._.
But seriously dont buy for me le ._. later my room become disney land , wonder land and lala land ._. i dont even dare let my bii come my house lo ._. See all those toy den make me no face ._. ! Giving out elmos to my bii :D so my room wont have so many liao . OH YA one of the elmos i sleep with de LOL! i sometimes hug it when im unconcious(sleeping) quite cuddly la ._. scarly got my smell on it DIAOS ._. . *Waiting for my birthday and my converse bag!* * im lovin' it* ._. Converse bag rocks la :D Levis jeans tooo~ . Bum equipment underwear cool too :X OMG ! ._. i buy tht 3 for SGD 20 fking exp ._. about Rm 39 ._. Exp right? cant believe i wear so exp de ._. i wont wear underwear when i sleep cos i wear boxer liao :X LOL! im a pervert sia , why am i telling this whole thing in my blog? PERVERT LIKE ME ._. Money money money LOL :X Earning my living expense ._. No money dam difficult la T_T . Eh feel like going out later ~

Sayonara :D -No aparting from you , cos ily-

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Bad day? Good day?
I dint on comp today... baby asked me to online but i ignored her... feel kinda guilty when i ignore her... i dont want to be her kor.. ._.She just dont want let ppl know tht she is my gf (wth).. What scared ppl know den kaypo go ask her .. Hais.. All i want is to love her.. im going army soon... i want to spend more time to accompany when im gone.. She just.. Dont understand.. UNDERSTAND ME PLEASE ._. i just dont want to be her kor anymore. Why all my love story like tht de? That one dump me, this one ignore me , that one angry with me . WTF with my love story? i be gay better isit? CHEE BYE ._.



Friday, January 1, 2010 ♥
So dam fast to 2o1o...
Happeh new year:D... Waiting for my cousin's baby to come out from his wife womb! lol:X on may or april... i dont know Lols.. Since this is 2o1o... im waiting for a new start and make sure tht i get improve in my attitude and English :X Lets refresh my memories... 1st gf : when im 12... 2nd gf : when im 13 ,3rd gf when im 15 , 4th gf when im 16 ._. . 5th is 17 , 6th is now :D counted the gf i had from the past... me and my baby started our relationship officially on o1o11o... Hope to last 1yr or 2 yrs ~ Lets look forward for the future :D ... Though my future is quite.. small chances on living hais... Some memories in my mind cannot never forget... maybe when im dead and drank *meng po dang* the soup den can forget ba... Paikias isnt easy to be... i have tried it... and taste it.. difficult den living on the world... How many years can i have when i have a heart problem? 1 month? 2 month? or 3? My heart problem might be cured if i eat my med.. but , you know what? i rather die den wasting money on me... i have finish filialing my mother and im gonna be dead soon hais... *lucky my hair dint drop* LOL! if drop i sure suicide infront of everyone diaos :X hahas ... Leave the past and gain future... Scarly really got terminator this kind of thing? Flying cars , Flying train OMG! if have i wan flying motor bike... Cool harh? LOL 18 soon... turning into a man soon too ... Trying to be strong.. trying to be cool.. but my heart never be strong and cool...


Sayonara ! :D STRONG MAN LIKE MEH !

Y.J.X <3 A.Z.H



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Last update:
That day,
my heart collapsed without making a sound.
Even if I scream as I break,
this darkness will flow into my eyes.
I searched endlessly for the day,
when we could understand each other.
I’ll keep on living now,
just so that I can lose it.
It’s impossible to be alone,
even if I embrace this solitude.
The breath of sadness,
my damage soul.
Will it be cured?
Humphhh...
and so...
as i search endlessly,
i'll start a goal.
With these hands,
I will once again shine,
to a better,
future.
So there..
REMEMBER ME ALWAYS!♥

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LOVES♥
- LPC
- Vyber
- Shaehui

WANTS♥
- Goreng pisang
- new tops
- Crazy people.
- Converse shoes :D
- Addidas perfume
- Converse bag
- Make love :X
- Gans
- meet taylor swift
- Heineken
- Sleeping
- Money (Who doesn't ?!)
- Music
- MySelf
- Friends
- Piercings
- Roti prata
- StarBucks
- Skinny jeans
- Tissue paper:S

HATES!
-ANTI-Betrayer -ANTI-Heart breakers -ANTI-chao ah lian -Dont scold me for nothing -Proud girl/boy -ANTI-liar -ANTI-GAY! -ANTI-Fakers -ANTI-ACTOR! -Dont act smart -DUMBASS -Girl Talk big WITH ME! when shes not ._. -No chao pai kia ! -Anti-vurgarities!

Nothing else.. :D



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