Looking out of the window in the taxi... Watching those trees slide across.. Suddenly.. Tears roll down... Abit happy? Cos i am letting her go... Very sad? Cos i am letting her go... Tears.. roll down from my cheek... Stopped on my hand.. Ever see kelvin so sad before? Nope ... i always think... Girls tht gave up on me ... VERY FOOLISH , i might be the best guy ever.. But now... i realise im so wrong ._. Who wants a rotten guy? im hopeless ._. They dont want me ... Is better for them ... Hahas ... My tears , never dropped for so long ._. Dont even say girls look down on me is bad... Now... Gays looks down on me too... im HOPELESS! ... Now.. i am not suppose to choose on the girls i loved... Only girls can choose me ... MY education wasnt good... Infront of the teachers.. im a rotten apple... Finished sec4 ... So wad? Macdonald also need to be in ITE den can apply me ... i dint even go ITE BEFORE ! how sad? maybe i can only be promoter? Hahas the best job for someone like me ...
Today... Went for a interview on promoter ._. The interviewer VERY VERY Strict... They ask me what language i know... i say... Cantonese , Hokkien , Chinese and english ... They call me speak proper english to introduce myself and i said... MY name is Kelvin Ye jun xiong , im 18 this yr.. I can speak 5 languages like English , Abit of malay , Chinese , Hokkien and Cantonese ... After the interview the interviewer asked me to go home and wait for the letter .... ._. after that i went douby ghaut ... Meet my friends ... Sadly... The say they not coming so i went home in some emo minded ._.
<3 Racheal
