This song ._.
Whenever i listen to 'When you're gone' ... i think of her , why? From the day she have a bf... i tried to forget whats our happy memories. Though i think of her... i think that if shes okay .. Is she sick? Is she having a good day for today... i am just being busybody... thats all -.-" i dont know , i cant love her back cos... i am starting to love my girl... But i always think that girl is a foolish mammal in this world.. She is the
BIG MISTAKE i have made.. i gave her too much freedom ba ._. i swear.. i'll never make this mistake again...
NEVER . She is quite happy with her bf.. so , i am relieved.. i always lend ppl my shoulder.. now , i think i need someones shoulder. A shoulder that i can lean on everyday... a shoulder tht i can always cry.. i dont wanna be a big man.. i just wanna be a small boy..
Small boy do not have stress... nobody knows whats my stress..
Everytime i let go a love story... my heart tear into half den in quarter den in eight den into sixteen
den into thirty-two ._. My heart form back when racheal came into my world.. i dont want her to leave me anymore .. im lonely in my world ... i sit on the steps myself.. i talk to myself like some mental problem ppl ... Single is lonely... single sux.. ihy single .. i wanna grow up but i wanna be a small boy..
I wanna hug her till she come singapore and stay with me... Though im going to army soon... i will msg her every single day... People that know me ... knows that im tiong xim... only one heart to one person... but this time... i dont know one heart to how many person le ._.
i always say i dont have ambission... now my ambission is to afford my racheal to school... yang ta.. i am responsible person , Although some ppl thinks that i play play le den throw.. NO i am not that kind of person ._.
Support her living... and ya i might intend to marry her when shes 22 ._. i already call her mother , mother - in - law le ... :x Though we haven meet before.. i will try to meet her when i go malaysia... AND i will KISS LPC IF I AM THR! lols
Waiting for the time to come ... <3